In a world with a 4 year old, a 3 year old, a 16 month old, a 3 month old and two soldiers you never know what misadventures await. Life is always springing the unexpected and I want to share them with you. Welcome to my world.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

I Can Not Win

I've decided that God must think I need lots of testing or that I can handle a ton cause here I am just recovered from my D&C. It was two weeks ago this last Monday and now I have new issue. My Gallbladder has decided to turncoat on me. It gave me issues during my pregnancy with Aislynn and for a short while after and every so often since, but it sent me to the hospital last night with the worst pain I have ever had in my entire life. I was bawling like a really big baby and it doesn't help that I am a 'Single' Mom at the moment either. Aidan kept telling me its ok and not to cry the whole hour part of the two hour drive I managed to drive. My brother-in-law, his wife and my sister-in-law all met me part of the way and we played musical cars. My brother-in-law took me to the hospital and my sister-in-law took my car & kids to my in-laws. After all the tests and meds, then going into meet a general surgeon today it was decided that it was my gallbladder and that more than likely I'll feel better once its removed. So, I'm looking for all the help I can get since I'm not altogether sure if my husband will really push to come home early or not. He's a little stressed about money right now and so money/Army take precidence over me. I wish he'd come home, I don't want to do this surgery alone. Anyway, I'm not sure how often I'll be able to get on, but I'll try when I can so don't worry that I've dropped off the face of the planet I'm still here.


  1. oh goodness! I am sorry that your having to deal with all this. I do hope that you will find some relief very soon. I can not imagine trying to handle all this and being a "single" parent.

  2. To be honest I'm not even sure how I'm handling this. I talked to him last night and I just lost it, went off about how I felt he'd picked the Army over me and that I was the only one dealing with it. I feel bad now and I did apologize after I just hate how much the Army claims to be family oriented and then screws us over when I need help. I mean I classify this has an 'emergency.' Anyway, thank you for your concern. I'm hoping since I've now had surgery that once I've recovered there won't be any hospital stays for quite some time.